There will never be another Tom. 18 years of being married to a wonderful man, Tom always made me feel safe. My husband provided for his family. Tom took care of me, our children completed our lives together. Few days before Tom passed away we talked about going home. How we are ready for when God calls us home. I talked to Tom about our youngest daughter Sarah, and how we were going to teach her the truth about LGBTQ. Tom promised me we would sit down and have a family meeting. The day before I had the chance to spend time with Tom. Picked up apple fritters, had a good conversation on the way home. That same day, Anna and I talked, wanted to ask her about Sarah, Also asked Anna if she believes in God. Anna right away said Yes' Mommy and gave me a big hug. after making dinner, I popped in on Anna more than 10 times that night. every time said I love you, Anna. Anna loved to Dance to her favorite songs, I walked in the night before and Anna smiled at me. Her smile would light up the room.
Tom that night before texted me and asked me to ask the girls to keep the noise down. before going to bed that night before I told Anna I love you, see you later. that morning, I slept in so I did not see Tom or Anna. My heart aches for not saying one more time, I love you.
sorry for not being chatty, having a hard time today, I do know that my husband Tom and Anna are now with God. My heart will always have a part missing, Nate my son, he's trying his best, I can hear him at night talking to Gode, makes me feel better, knowing my son can talk to God, Sarah my youngest, daddy's girl and best friends with her sister, she has her moments, we cry together and at night Sarah does not want to be alone. For myself, I cry off and on , during the day, I wake up early and start my day my cleaning or relaxing on my porch outside. Night time is hard, the house is quiet without Tom & Anna, Lucy and Bella our Dogs are sad, Lucy was Tom's dog 100%, so she often will follow me around the house, also being protective. I'm writing this to let everyone know on social media that, taking a day at a time. Keep me and Nate and Sarah in Prayer. Miss talking to everyone on Twitter, Facebook, Youtube. My followers are my brothers and sisters. Thank you for all the prayers and kind words, my children also wanted to reach out and say thank you. Thank you to those who donated, sent flowers and cards. Love you all and sending our hugs